Category: spirituality

  • The True Purpose of Addiction
    Notes During a Pandemic Rereading Dolores LaChapelle’s Sacred Land, Sacred Sex, Rapture of the Deep, I’m struck by things I had read before, but can also see some limitations of the project.  She had a deep understanding of Daoism through her long Tai Chi practice, for instance, but her writing about Daoism is hampered by the ...
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  • Young Master Surpasses His Idol
    The Durrell Miller Letters 1935-80.  Edited by Ian S. MacNiven.  New Directions.  528 pp. ****1/2 In 1935, 23-year-old Lawrence Durrell wrote Henry Miller a fan letter about his novel Tropic of Cancer, which he had either found discarded in a public lavatory (the story he told) or was lent by a friend.  “It strikes me as ...
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  • Makes the Other One Look Good
    Refuge a film by John Halpern.  With Martin Scorcese, His Holiness the Dalai Lama, Ani Tenzin Palmo, Oliver Stone, David Chadwick.  **1/2 Zen in the West a film by Daniel Luke Fitch.  With Henry Shukman Roshi, Yamada Ryoun Roshi, David Loy Roshi, Reuben Habito Roshi, Venerable Dr. Parravati.  Part of BuddhaFest Online.  ****1/2. Fifty years ago a ...
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  • Exeunt
    Clea book four in the Alexandria Quartet by Lawrence Durrell. Dutton.  287 pp.  ***** It’s hard to know what to say at the end of the Alexandria Quartet, a “word continuum” that has occupied so much time during an intense period.  Reading is a vital part of my life, and for however many weeks it’s been, ...
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  • The Night Everything Changed
    A Single Scene from the Alexandria Quartet Even now that I’ve finished, I continue to be obsessed with the Alexandria Quartet.  I would love to know how much Durrell envisioned when he began the work.  He had supposedly been planning what he called his Book of the Dead (his early working title) for years, before he ...
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  • Or Something Like That
    Zen in the West a film by Daniel Luke Fitch.  With Henry Shukman Roshi, Yamada Ryoun Roshi, David Loy Roshi, Reuben Habito Roshi, Venerable Dr. Parravati.  Part of Tricycle’s BuddhaFest Online.  ***1/2.   I rarely sign up for anything like BuddhaFest, the yearly event that Tricycle puts on, but this year, since it’s strictly virtual, and they’re ...
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  • Books of a Lifetime
    A House for Buddha by Ross Parmenter.  Woodstock Press.  529 pp. Sacred Land, Sacred Sex, Rapture of the Deep: Concerning Deep Ecology and Celebrating Life by Dolores LaChapelle.  Kivaki Press.  383 pp. The Lyndoniad by William Guy.  Xlibris.  444pp. On my second trip to Mexico—I believe the year was 1991—my wife and I had arrived at the Basilica ...
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  • Facing Desire
    Open to Desire: Embracing a Lust for Life. Insights from Buddhism & Psychotherapy by Mark Epstein.  Gotham Books.  227 pp.  ***1/2 The Durrell-Miller Letters 1935-80. Edited by Ian S. MacNiven.  New Directions.  528 pp.  $21.89 In Open to Desire, psychiatrist and longtime Buddhist practitioner Mark Epstein takes on the central paradox of the Buddha’s Four Noble Truths.  ...
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  • Was Jung a Mystic?
    Jung the Mystic: The Esoteric Dimensions of Carl Jung’s Life and Teachings a new biography by Gary Lachman.  Tarcher/Penguin258 pp. $24.95. This is my first biography of Jung, and I’m not at all sure this is the one to start with.  Years ago, when my first marriage ended and I was going through a personal crisis, ...
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  • All Religions Converge One Point
    The Universal Christ by Richard Rohr.  Convergent.  260 pp.  $27.00 ***** For my devotional reading these days, I’ve been reading both The Universal Christ and Zen Mind, Beginner’s Mind.  Rohr’s book seemed largely theoretical (though he mentions various practices) and Shunryu Suzuki’s perfectly practical: almost every section is about sitting.  Somehow or other I finished both ...
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  • Emptiness and Grace
    Jesus and Buddha: Practicing Across Traditions.   A film by Jon Ankele.  With Paul Knitter, Father Robert Kennedy, Chung Hyun Kyung.  Available at Amazon Prime. ***** I’m obsessed with the Buddhist-Christian dialogue.  That’s partly because I’m married to a Catholic—a highly unconventional one—but also because I was raised in the Christian tradition and never shook it ...
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  • That Little Voice
    Thoughts During a Pandemic I know by experience that sitting zazen enriches my life.  I enjoy sitting with my brother-in-law at noon, as we get his day started, and I sometimes sit also in the late afternoon, after I’ve done yoga, but my favorite time to sit, a habit I’ve had for almost thirty years, is ...
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  • The Hotel of Life
    Thoughts During a Pandemic I have two recurring dreams these days, or at least two sites for dreams.  One is on a hilly street, maybe cobblestone, where there is an alley with various open-air bars.  I tend to choose one of those bars in particular, though I’ve entered others.  The other site is a huge luxury ...
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  • Why Bodhidharma Faced the Wall
    What if Turkey Sex Arises? I know it must seem strange to people that, when I meditate in my Asheville cabin, I look out the French doors at the back of my study.  Soto Zen practitioners are supposed to stare at a wall.  But in this smallish cabin (900 square feet), there isn’t any unoccupied wall ...
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  • Nowhere to Go, Driving Like Hell
    Notes During a Pandemic I wouldn’t describe Asheville as a sleepy town, but I do think of it as laid back.  I’m not sure why tourists have flocked here in recent years—a part of me thinks they just want to drink a lot and goof off (Asheville is the craft brewing capital of the world)—but where ...
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  • Prophet Without Honor
    Back to the Basics When I was coming to our Asheville cabin to help look after my wife’s autistic brother, I faced a sudden decision: what spiritual books do I bring (and not too many).  My car was already cluttered enough.  I decided on the old stand-bys: Shunryu Suzuki, Dainin Katagiri, and Chogyam Trungpa (whom I ...
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  • The Process of Growth
    Notes During a Pandemic Years ago, from my college days until way into my thirties, I was obsessed with a writer named Paul Goodman.  He had been a panelist at a symposium when I was a freshman and I found his presence electrifying.  All through the sixties he was a famous and extremely successful author, primarily ...
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  • Deluded Fool
    Zazen and Prayer Some years ago my wife and I were renting an apartment in Chapel Hill while our Durham residence underwent an extensive renovation.  There were various problems with the apartment—it was small, and had a real problem with moisture in the air, so we had to run de-humidifiers all the time—and we were extremely ...
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  • Coming Together by Being Apart
    In Retreat and On Retreat My Zen teacher Josho Pat Phelan has sat with the group every weekday for years.  In fact, though she does many other things—administrate the whole group, and give talks, and lead sesshins, and do dokusan—I’ve always thought of her her primary job as waking up every morning before the crack of ...
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  • Embraced and Nurtured by this Earth
    Sky Flowers on the Day Before: My Life Guided by Zen Buddhism by Kazumitsu Wako Kato.  Self-published.  462 pp.  $16.95. ****   Kazumitsu Wako Kato preceded Shunryu Suzuki at Soki-ji Temple in San Francisco, and served as his assistant when Suzuki first arrived in 1959.  For that reason alone this book will be of interest to Zen ...
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